I have not really addressed how recovery has been from this second surgery. It has been much harder than I expected, which seems short-sighted since I had my first surgery just a month prior. As one of the nurse coordinators stated, I have to look at the whole picture. Recovery from this surgery is harder because of how recently the first procedure took place and where I was in my recovery. Yes, I was able to hold my right arm above my head with close to full range of motion, but only for a few seconds. During surgery, my arm was in a position that would have likely been unattainable for an extended period of time while awake, and maintained in that position for over four hours while they operated. I have a compression sleeve and gauntlet that cover my entire right arm and hand (except fingers) that I cannot take off for two weeks. Right after surgery my fingers were incredibly swollen, along with my arm and armpit area. The swelling decreased fairly quickly but my whole arm just hurts/throbs. Even now a week out, the armpit area is incredibly sensitive, but it is getting better each day. I will also say that being “careful” and not doing much with my right arm has been more challenging. I’ve had very limited use on my right arm for 5.5 weeks, and that does not mesh well with my personality.
Inspired by a gift from one of my oldest and dearest friends, I have finally made some decisions and updated my bedding. I also hung some art and plants on the wall by my bed and these things bring me more joy than seems logical. For many years, I have not spent much time in my bedroom, but after the past weeks, my relationship with the room has changed, and I truly wanted it to look and feel more like me. I am so happy with the space and know that during chemo it will be a happy, serene place to recover and recharge. So quick shout out Lala for prompting me to make it happen. Now you may ask, is this really the best time to redecorate? The answer is probably “no”, but I am happy it has been done. I always knew recovery and resting would be hard for me. It has proven even more so than I ever imagined.